Saturday, January 27, 2007

the adventures of queenie's sleeping bag...

My sister had a midterm exam this morning and she decided to go out with friends last night and not come back till late and be tired and be too sleepy to study. So she did what I usually do when I really can't and don't have the time to nap, but I need to anyway so that I have energy to stay up and study: she napped on my bed while I had the music going and was trying to clean-up my room. It's a psychological thing. You're so tired that you'll sleep through anything, bright lights and rock music, but the environment will keep you from going into deep REM. At 2:20 am (my sleeping pattern is still very messed up from the holidays), she flops on my bed with no instructions as to when to wake her up or if I'll be getting my bed back. I manage to get some mumbled answers from her and fix up the alarm clock next to my bed for 5 am so that she can get some rest but wake up and have a couple of hours to study before her test. I get her cell phone from her room and set the alarm on that for 5 am as well. I would have slept on her bed until she woke up, but she had notes and books scattered everywhere and I didn't wanna mess it up, also I needed to make sure she woke up and studied! (I swear, sometimes I feel like I'm her mother, I even set my cellphone alarm to 5 am, we had 3 alarm clocks in one room!). I've been wanting an excuse to sleep in my sleeping bag again. This is the sleeping bag that I bought and used for my Palestine trip and it holds a very special place in my heart. So I spread it out on the floor of my room and remembered the good times...

The summer program N and I were going to attend had rented a boy's secondary school and we'd be sleeping in classrooms, so a sleeping bag was needed. On our second attempt at entering the West Bank, we spent most of the day in a room where bag searches were being done. Just watching the soldiers open up each bag, search every sleeve, pocket and leg of shirts and pants, take samples from shampoos and toothpastes and pass empty bags through x-ray machines, then watch the owners of the bags refold and repack. Finally, it was my turn to watch the soldier mess up my clothes and belongings that I had so meticulously organized and packed. She got to my sleeping bag, took it out of its casing, unzipped it, padded it down, and sent it through the x-ray machine. She gave me a questioning, confused look. I had stuffed a flashlight into the casing as well.

"Why do you need a sleeping bag and a flashlight?" We told them we were going to be staying at the Novotel Hotel in Jerusalem, tourists that we are.

N and I had come up with every possible answer to every possible question that we could've been asked, and non of it was truthful. We forgot about the sleeping bags, and the flashlight. Luckily, I had just pored over a tourist guide to "Israel" the night before. Tourist.

"We're planning on visiting Soloman's pillars, camping out in the Negev desert. Y'know sleep under the stars, watch the night sky."

"You're crazy, you're gonna get eaten by mosquitos." Skeptic.

"That's okay, it'll be fun."

She was right about them mosquitos, everyone would joke that they were Israeli mosquitos, sucking the blood out of us. They call it "el hiss-hiss", although some say "el hiss-hiss" is another blood sucking insect, still Israeli. Every morning, I'd wake up with 2 or three bites on my lips, several on the rest of my face, and even more on my hands. The bites would be so bad, that I'd wake up from the pain they caused. Without any type of alarm clock except throbbing pain in my hands, I'd wake up at about 7 am every morning. On the bright-side, I always beat the morning rush to the bathroom. I'd almost suffocate during the night, zipping up my sleeping bag over my head, trying to keep out the hiss-hiss. And when I peek my head out to get some fresh air, they attack. You can hear them coming in groups...hisss, hisss.....

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Friday, December 01, 2006

Refugeeism

Tuesday, October 10, 2006

pictures from Palestine...

Okay, so I've decided there's too many pictures to post (and yet, not enough), so I've uploaded them onto my flickr account. But I will share one with you here....

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Sunday, October 01, 2006

exciting stuff...

I am a prospective juror!

This is exciting! I know that I may not be summoned for another couple of years, but I WILL be summoned to serve eventually, woho! I know so many people who tell a bunch of lies and make excuses when they're summoned so that they don't have to serve, but I don't understand this. Some people have good excuses, but other than that, why wouldn't you want to take part in delivering justice to people in your community?

Onto other things...

Okay, here's the deal: I have 741 photos and 21 videos (I realized that the video of the boys wasn't working, but it's fixed now :D) from my four weeks in Jordan & Palestine (minus the pictures/videos I deleted), and I have 626 photos and 5 videos from N, my friend who traveled with me (minus the ones SHE deleted and others), giving us a total that is very close to 1,400 pics.

So last week I decided to finally develop some, 'cause they were all on my computer and I wanted to have some copies on-hand to show people on campus and to show family & friends.

Guess how many I developed?

Just GUESS...

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Five-hundred-and-eighty-one.

And I found a 600-pics photo album to put them in :D

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Monday, September 18, 2006

my boys...

Basil and Mohamad, my boys from Aida, doing what they do best...

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Monday, September 04, 2006

so...

I've been back for a week, and I never thought I'd have this hard of a time readjusting and returning back to my daily Canadian routine. In many ways, I feel like I've changed. I've learned new things, I have a different perspective on life, and even my outlook for the future has been redirected.

I went to Palestine with a good friend of mine. We planned out our trip, booked our flights, and made arrangements a couple of months ago, all the while not knowing if we were in fact going to make it into Palestine. I had no expectations whatsoever and actually prepared myself for the worse.

Getting into the West Bank is an adventure. We decided to enter through Jordan. We went through the Allenby Bridge which is a bridge over the Jordan River between Jordan and Palestine. Israelis control all entry and exit points to the West Bank, so we had to go through Israeli border checks. The first time my friend and I tried getting into Palestine we were made to wait for 7 hours at the border, then told to go back to Jordan and try again the next day if we wanted. Of course we wanted, so we tried again and waited another 6 and a half hours, this time we had to deal with body searches, luggage searches, and interrogation, but we were finally let through. May none of you have to lie as much as we had to, to be able to enter your homeland. May none of you be treated like criminals when you've done absolutely nothing wrong. May you never be treated like scum simply because you are of a different race or religion.

I spent most of my time in Bethlehem and the surrounding area, and Aida Refugee Camp, a camp in Bethlehem. I also spent some time in Al Quds, and Rahat, an Arab town in Israel proper, or as I like to put it 1948 land, near Beer Al Sabi'. My friend and I made sure to visit most of the West Bank, Al Khalil (Hebron), Ramallah, Jenin, Nablus, the Dead Sea (where most of the beaches are for Israelis only), refugee camps, and towns like Al Walaja, Abu Dis, Al Azaria where land has been confiscated to build the apartheid wall. We saw a lot and had some awful experiences at checkpoints where a Palestinian friend was beaten up by soldiers. Even so, the occupation leaves such a huge impact on everything and runs so deep, you can't truly know the situation until you've lived through it.

My family is orginally from a village in the outskirts of Akka (Acre), about 5 kilometers from the Lebanese border. No Palestinians live in the village now, everybody was chased out to Lebanon back in 1948. There is an Israeli colony beside it though. My intention was to visit it during my stay in Palestine, but with the rockets flying back and forth between Israel and Hezbollah, I knew I couldn't. Even after the ceasefire, I knew that matters could change within an hour, and I'm sure that there were tons Israeli soldiers within 5 kilometers of the Lebanese borders.

The trip out of Palestine ripped my heart to pieces. While we were traveling on the highway on our way to the northern Jordan Valley border crossing, we could see the hills of Nablus and Jenin and the rest of the West Bank on our right, and 1948 land on our left. We passed through no metal detectors at the Israeli border, our bags stayed in the car the whole time, we only left the car to get our exit stamps on our passports, half an hour, MAX. It was crazy. We had to work so hard to get our entry visa, yet with one quick, swift movement, we got the exit stamp and it was all over.

This past week back in Canada has been very tough for me. My family and friends have missed me so much, yet I haven't and would very much rather be back in Palestine, I grew so attached to the place. Three weeks was too short of a time to spend in Palestine, a place I've wanted to see my whole life. I wish I could explain to them what I saw and what I learned and who I met, but I feel that I wouldn't be able to do it justice, I can't seem to communicate it in a way that won't cheapen it. And to some degree, I feel like my time in Palestine was very personal, and I don't want to share it. Maybe I'll get around to it, someday.


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Tuesday, August 29, 2006

a picture's worth a thousand words...

I'm back from my trip, but my mind and soul are still wandering through the hills and valleys of Palestine...


Bethlehem


Aida Refugee Camp


Al Khalil (Hebron)


Jenin


Mar Saba Monastery


Ramallah


Balata Refugee Camp


Nablus


Al Quds (Jerusalem)

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Tuesday, August 08, 2006

august is here!!!

August's final destination...home.

The book with the wedding on the cover...

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